Chrisleeguy, 49

Got balance? got chi? got traditions?got folklore The one that understands the language of the heart.
The one that looks down on no one. Respect life and others.
The one I can kiss everyday. If I can't I feel as if I dying.
The one that will go on walks with me anytime, holds my hand at those precious moments.
The one that makes you say things you don't understand but feel from your heart.
Oh crap what is happening to me?
After some time you feel a change and can't explain but just know you are better for having her in your life.
The one that makes you lay their thinking and wondering is it all a dream?
The one that makes you stay up waiting or pacing and going neurotic waiting for a telephone call or email.
All you want to do is hear her say is "Hello" Once she says that the weight is off. You find you have turned into a neurotic mother .

The one you have to look at all her pictures all the time. The silly pictures make you come alive and want to find her and hug her so tight.
The crazy feelings you have. You want to laugh, cry, You can even get lost in the smallest doubts. What if she is not here or a minute late?
What happened to her? That is the time she might slap you like Cher and say "Snap out of it!" You don't want to"Snap out of it" ever.
What is this? I never had Drama in my life and I keep pretty calm ,but she brings in drama and if it is not her with it some how she has made me think like drama. She turns on that part of my brain that controls drama. I try to keep it off.

You feel anytime around her a force. She has memorized you and magnetized you to her.She is your better half and makes you look and think about things differently or adds the meaning to all.
The reasons you believe in things so much is when you look at her. If you can't look at her for so long you feel as if part of you dies.